February 2012
114 posts
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2. What does recovery mean to YOU?
Recovery means a future. I have lost so many years to this disorder, and I can’t let my future be wiped out, too. I have a wonderful boyfriend, whom I want to marry, and have kids with. I have traveling to do, poems to write, things to paint and create all ahead of me. I want to be a psychologist, and help others with this disorder. I want to enjoy going...
changed my default picture.
artyogapiano:
I feel like crying right now. Is this really what my life has come to? Years spent worrying each moment about food, weight, calories, exercise, and shit? Life is incredibly unfair…
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1. List your stats (height/weight). What eating disorder are/have you struggled with?
This one I’m struggling with. This is why I even doubted doing this. I don’t feel comfortable posting my weight. It’s embarrassing. Let’s just say it’s between 95-100.
5’4
I’m struggling with anorexia nervosa, purging type.
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30 Day Recovery Challenge →
Thinking about doing this. Not that anyone would actually read them or give a fuck.
Motion City Soundtrack: “Skin and...
I’m having a bad night… I feel so big and disgusting and I just want to cry and sleep for a really long time.
This is one of the worst feelings in the world. I feel helpless, alone, and huge.
Dear Brain,
It was only steamed veggies. Shut up and deal with it.
-Lauren
I just want to be alone. Go away room-mates. I feel like crap and you’re annoying, so blah.
“She was beautiful, but she was beautiful in the way a forest fire was beautiful.”
– Neil Gaiman (via asimplisticreality)
definitely forgot to shave one leg this morning in...
I have an intense hatred of the people my roommates bring in our suite. They’re loud and obnoxious and I kind of want to throw my tea on their faces.
Augustana:” Coffee and Cigarettes”
